I would say I am sorry, again and again those words come out of my mouth. I have no one to blame but myself. I put myself in the position that I am in. I chose to be mean and say things that cannot be forgotten.
I get scared.
You know so much about me.
I get mad because I have allowed you to know everything about me.
I do not know why I get mad, you have never hurt me. You have never talked bad about me.
I have these feelings for you because I trust you and I want to be friends with you forever. I push you away, then I say I can't live without you.
There is no rhyme or reason to this.
I have no idea how to fix it this time. I am scared to talk to you. I do not want to be rejected because of my own actions.
I love you so much but hate myself for feeling that way for someone.
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